Soul Violations

March 11, 2014

I’ve gone through a rough few days. A respected spiritual teacher who read my book and interviewed me last year announced a new course and teaching he’s offering – using much of my language, ideas, and soul’s declaration as his own. What made this harder to swallow is that this teacher reached out privately last [...]

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The Big Cosmic Whoop!

March 6, 2014

I love Moments like I experienced last night. When I have long, deep, subtle, and undeniably Real Exchanges with my Lady. She taps me on my heart, I listen In, and She shares. Simple. Natural. No big cosmic whoop. While the messages She shares with me are always helpful, revealing and directly involve my daily [...]

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Your soul’s untraveled path

February 6, 2014

This morning in meditation my “team” (my holy homies that hang out on the other, other side) informed me that before I could start writing my third book, “Redvelations,” I needed to make a decision about my career path. My ego responded with: “really? again? Haven’t I done this already?” But after doing serious time [...]

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January 30, 2014

PLPTSD (past life post-traumatic stress disorder) is a mo fo. Recently, a lovely friend innocently sent me a link to a Catholic blog thread about me and Red Hot and Holy. A few of the comments I read: I’m a heretic (well, that is my subtitle), a polluter of the Catholic faith, a false teacher [...]

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Your Castle Awaits…

January 29, 2014

I’ve had a hard time making my 2014 schedule. I’ve felt aggravated and confused. Today I inquired about the source of these feelings and saw how external forces were influencing my vision and subtly “directing” my future: “come here, write this book, do this project, create this program, be of service on this planet like [...]

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Getting the Spiritual Wind Knocked Outta me

March 21, 2013

Recently, I had the spiritual wind knocked out of me so hard that I almost lost my ability to inhale. I almost lost my connection to my divine spark. What happened? Well, it’s complex, multidimensional and involves the very real existence of energetic shadows (whose importance I write about in my forthcoming book), but essentially, [...]

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Feast of MM (July 22nd)

July 23, 2012

  Oh Lady Who wore Red better than any Other, I celebrate Your All today – your light, your dark, your humanity, your divinity, and most of all, your Reality. I Remember You then and I Witness You Now… And, You continue to blow my spiritual underpants off. You have refused to be contained, controlled, [...]

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Writing Her and being Written in Return

March 19, 2012

  This morning when I grumbled: “Why is it taking me so long to write this damn book?”   She Answered: Because Bodies like Ours don’t Re-member over night. You are Writing Me into your flesh. Not one Lady Part can be left out of Our Form. Not one human part can be left out [...]

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March 19, 2012

  The sentence I just cut out from an article in Vanity Fair magazine:   “IT IS MY DUTY TO TRANSMIT”.   That’s it folks, that’s IT.

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February 14, 2012

Re-turning to my Self…not an easy process, but the only One worth Doing   (photo by godlike86)

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